Have you ever seen brown eyes in the sun?
You don’t always notice it at first but you’ll see that ‘brown’ no longer describes them. They melt into golden rays, circling an eclipse.
There’s nothing boring about brown eyes, not even when the later hours encroach; they just turn into a sunset of their own.
I was never fascinated with the color brown until I looked into your eyes. They were so hypnotizing I could get lost in them. And that is when Brown became my favorite color.
Mauerbauertraurigkeit:
The inexplicable urge to push people away, even close friends who you really like.
Sonder:
The realization that each passerby has a life as vivid and complex as your own.
Opia:
The ambiguous intensity of Looking someone in the eye, which can feel simultaneously invasive and vulnerable.
Monachopsis:
The subtle but persistent feeling of being out of place.
Énouement:
The bittersweetness of having arrived in the future, seeing how things turn out, but not being able to tell your past self.
Vellichor:
The strange wistfulness of used bookshops.
Rubatosis:
The unsettling awareness of your own heartbeat
Kenopsia:
The eerie, forlorn atmosphere of a place that is usually bustling with people but is now abandoned and quiet.
Jouska:
A hypothetical conversation that you compulsively play out in your head.
Chrysalism:
The amniotic tranquility of being indoors during a thunderstorm.
Vemödalen:
The frustration of photographing something amazing when thousands of identical photos already exist.
Anecdoche:
A conversation in which everyone is talking, but nobody is listening.
Ellipsism:
A sadness that you’ll never be able to know how history will turn out.
Kuebiko:
A state of exhaustion inspired by acts of senseless violence.
Lachesism:
The desire to be struck by disaster – to survive a plane crash, or to lose everything in a fire.
Adronitis:
Frustration with how long it takes to get to know someone.
Rückkehrunruhe:
The feeling of returning home after an immersive trip only to find it fading rapidly from your awareness.
Nodus Tollens:
The realization that the plot of your life doesn’t make sense to you anymore.
Onism:
The frustration of being stuck in just one body, that inhabits only one place at a time.
Liberosis:
The desire to care less about things.
Exulansis:
The tendency to give up trying to talk about an experience because people are unable to relate to it.
Altschmerz:
Weariness with the same old issues that you’ve always had – the same boring flaws and anxieties that you’ve been gnawing on for years.
Occhiolism:
The awareness of the smallness of your perspective.
Saudade
Saudade is a deep emotional state of nostalgic or profound melancholic longing for an absent something or someone that one loves. Moreover, it often carries a repressed knowledge that the object of longing might never return. A sad feeling about a happy memory
Lypophrenia:
A sense or feeling of sorrow or sadness, without any apparent cause or source.
कई बार लगता है क़िताबों की तरह हो जाओ, अल्फ़ाज़ों से लबरेज़ पर फिर भी खामोश..!!
और एक बात ये भी है के जो मतलब निकाल लो, शब्दों से तो ढेर मानी निकल जाएंगे !!
ख़ामोशी की ये बात है के उसके मानी सिर्फ उसे पता होते हैं; कोई और चाहे , जितना निकालने की कोशिश करे नही निकलते, यूँ ही बयाँ नही होते!!
इसलिये शायद ये कहना जायज़ भी होगा के
” ख़ामोशी का हासिल भी इक लम्बी सी ख़ामोशी है..न किसी ने सुनी न किसी ने सुनाई ”
बिल्कुल चुप सी एक खामोश रात की दास्ताँ और न जाने कितने ऐसे सन्नाटों की दास्तानें अपने आप मे सिमटी हुई, उधेड़बुन मे उलझे ख़यालों से लिपटी हुई!!
आओ कोशिश करो, ख़ामोशी सुनो¡
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